So

I've not been on here in awhile..I've had a few family things to contend with..Mainly my uncle attempting to murder his wife and kids, all because the voices in his head told him to do so.
I seem to be the only one in my family who thinks this is hilarious, but I doubt anyone else in my family has as much reason for me to dislike this certain uncle as I do. Obviously I wouldn't find it funny if he'd actually succeeded..His family, though complete twats, don't deserve that...But he deserves to rot away in a prison until the day he dies..Which sadly he won't. He hasn't done anything physically to me ever...It was all mental abuse...Calling my mum a whore (because she left my dad for another man) when I was 6 and considered my step-father more of a dad to me then my real dad, to be honest...Though he broke my family apart and ruined my mum's life for a good couple years..I would still rather go to my ex step-dad then my real one at the moment...Anyway whatever I'm going to the cinema tonight..Cannot wait.

x

So yeah

Turns out I'm a complete idiot who need's to learn how to control her emotion's before she gets seriously hurt...



...it's probably too late to be honest.

Sundaaay

Today was a good day, even though I literally have £1.85 to my name I managed to goto the pub for lunch with friend's and see New Moon this evening. Friend's paid for lunch and I bought my New Moon ticket about a month ago so that's awesome :D
The film isn't too bad..I can definitely say I am Team Jacob...Til halfway through the fourth book then he does start annoy me to slightly...His love for Renesmee annoys me haha..I just wanted him and Bella together.
Anyway, laterzzz

Typical Saturday

I'm off to Brighton today :)
I love living so close..I'm going to rescue my friend from work...She's working 7 days a week at the moment, it's utter bollocks. I'll probably do some job hunting too.

Laterzzz

A brief summery to my life

My names Gemma Dunbar Blackwood, I've only recently started using my middle name because in the past I was embarrassed by it but have since come to love it.
I'm twenty two years of age and I can't wait to be twenty three...Growing old doesn't scare me, like others my age..I think I got this attitude from my mum...She's fifty seven and still goes out drinking with all her (younger) friends. She split up with the love of her life nearly 10 year's ago now and has remained single for the most part since, she doesn't care for relationships..She's always saying she has her kids, a roof over her head and money coming in...Why does she need a man? I love and admire her more then anybody.
My father is only a year younger then my mum but if you were to see him in the street you'd swear he was at least ten year's older. He's an unemployed alcoholic. I miss the days where he would draw for me and play Bon Jovi really loudly just to make me smile..But those are over and I accept that..I've spent the past ten year's trying to "save" him but I'm starting to give up and a part of myself hates that...But a bigger part of me is realising I need to start taking care of myself and not just him. I love him, don't get me wrong..But I wouldn't be surprised if I walked into his house to find him dead..And when that day comes..I don't know whether I'll be relieved or upset...or both.
Anyway that's enough about my parents.
I've been unemployed for nearly 18 months now and it's the most frustrating thing ever, I get £100 to live on a fortnight, I'm alot luckier then some at the moment as I live with my mum and she only asks for £10 rent a week...I will do pretty much anything at the moment for money..
Prostitution runs in the family...My nan..Not my mum haha.
I own an Alaskan Malamute/Siberian Husky mix called Zeus, he's only a year old and he's my baby boy..I talk about him like people do about their kids.
That's enough for tonight..I'm off to my friend's house for films and alcohol. Win.

Laterzzz

I don't know what I'm doing

But this should be highly amusing...I guess.